It was really tragic in here..I mean, I really having a lot problem with my workplace actually. There are lots of systems need to deal with, with a lot of people involvement. It wasn’t Rock n Roll anymore..it’s really chaos, devastating and frustrating. Suppose it’s very easy job to do, to maintain and to manage, but in here if you want to do just from A to reach to B; you need to go A1, A2 etc,etc and after million sub-sub A’s, then you can only reach to B. how about then when you want to raech C,D,E and F for Fucking shit..
The system is one thing really mess up… every time when I need to see the track status it need to generate back from the start .. and then filter back again… vlookup here and there …It took a whole day just to finish it, just for one report.. how about you need to assign 5..6..7 report … this is terrible ..
there was one day when I woke up , suddenly I remember this number – 4093 ..what the fcuk!!! Where’s on hell this number coming from….until todate I’m still wondering… if its eleven ninty nine thats the correct number i can recall..
I have made a so called ‘’short cut’’ to ease the workload, but then have been rejected …and then just bcos my boss realize the embargo starting ringing the bell.. he want it to apply back, it’s to late for now.. he has to face it.. don’t dare say I not help you out… it just you doesn’t know how to deal with your own work!! You ask me to ask and begging people around to get info and then you telling me I’m always not in my place whenever you have called for a meeting… how many meeting per day you want me to join?… I really tired joining the meeting, hearing ppl blame each other, one finger point others while the rest four pointing to himself.. bla..bla..bla.. at end no solution have been made, at all just hearing ppl talking nonsense…wasted my time…
Above all I really missed my job before.. even not really huge but it’s the best thing so far I have done….in here what I can say my boss really doesn’t know how to handle his work.. always complaining got a thousand email to delete…

Furthermore I got housemate who like going shopping spear like there were no more tomorrow… my tought only girl are really keen to do the shopping …,,,it’s worse friend I have ever meet… and I wonder why I still meet those of that people.
Once before he found LV and really eager to come down there.. it’s funny cos you need to que.. and when your enter, the guard there then close the door.. its really freaking me out…actually they just try to avoid the crowded anyway but I don’t know how I get nervous once I was in…but then its not because the price is really skyhigh actually… I just don’t know or maybe I’m feeling awkward and weird ….most of them are sale and made for women but there are for men also. Its not really attract me further. But it does to my friend and end up with more then 3 thousand Aussie dollar for price only 2 wallet … wat the fcuk!!!! They really got doing business there very good indeed… I think maybe they have some thing like magic power to presuade ppl to buy …

At the end of the day, in the train went back to home, I just said to my friend , you have a thousand wallet price and you shouldn’t take a train… you need a driver by now ….

This is what happen to the ppl with paid in high salaries and stay in the modern country. They just forget which is necessity and which is not… which is priory and which is not ..Europe nowadays their economy is began to collapse, but anyhow whose care!!!!

Tersesat malu bertanya
Tak tahu tak tahu ke mana
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Ku terdiam

Menyusur di kaki lima
Terlihat bayang wajah kelmarin
Tersentuh hati bagai luruh

Tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang
Jawab angin yang goncang
Terbang burung terbang
Patah sayap diduga
Seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duduk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh

Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duduk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh
Tanya sama pokok

gues its time for me to move on again…lot of things still have to do in here..
I dont wanna to think more..just follow my footsteps this time…so lets the rhythm flow…

I watch the Western sky
The sun is sinking
The geese are flying South
It sets me thinking

Yeah I been dreaming of getting along
Now I’m awake, dreaming keep it on keeping on
I catch a break, then a punch to the head
I smile big with a toothless grin.

Supersonic gone & took my soul
I caught the rhythm but the clock was slow yeah
Supersonic, truth be told
I don’t need you to live, but I’ll never let you go

Yeah I been thinking, I already know
Nothing bout nothing, or so I have been told
I’m not the paper, I’m more like the fold
I cut the crease & put the shit in the whole

Supersonic, gone & took my soul
I caught the rhythm but the clock was slow yeah
Supersonic, truth be told
I don’t need you to live, but I’ll never let you go

Supersonic, gotta feel it now
I need to hear it, need to feel it loud yeah
Supersonic, truth be told
I wanna live my life with the volume full

All the thoughts you never see
You are always thinking
Brain is wide, brain is deep
Oh are you sinking?

Feel the path of everyday
Which road you taking?
Breathing hard, making hay….Yeah this is living

Look for love and evidence
That you’re worth keeping
Swallowed whole in negatives….It’s so sad and sickening

Feel the air up above
Full of blue sky
Fill the air up with love
Black with starlight

Feel the sky blanket you
With with gems and rhinestones
Feel the path cut by the moon
For you to walk on …For you to walk on

Nothing left,, Nothing left
Nothing there
Nothing left ,,,,Nothing left ..Nothing left

See the path cut by the moon
For you to walk on
See the waves on distant shores
Waiting your arrival

Dream the dreams of other men
You’ll be no one’s rival
Dream the dreams of others then..You will be no one’s rival
You will be no one’s rival

Distant time, distant space
That’s where we’re living
A distant time, a distant place
So what are you giving?

Na na-na-na na-na-na nananananana
Na na-na-na na-na-na nananananana
Na na-na-na
Na-na-na na-na-na
Na-na-na na-na-na na

Drugs
Give me drugs
Give me drugs
I don’t need it
But I’ll sell what you’ve got
Take the cash
And I’ll keep it
Eight legs to the wall
Hit the gas
Kill ‘em all
And we crawl and we crawl and we crawl!
You’ll be my my detonator!

Love
Give me love
Give me love
I don’t need it
But I’ll take what I want from your heart
And I’ll keep it in a bag
In a box
Put an x on the floor
Give me more!
Give me more!
Give me more!
Shut up and sing it with me!

From mall security (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
To every enemy (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
We’re on your property (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Standing in a V-formation

Let’s blow an artery (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Eat plastic surgery (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Keep your apology (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Give us more detonation

(More, give me more, give me more)

Let me tell you about the sad man
Shut up and let me see your jazz hands
Remember when you were a mad man
Thought you was Batman
And hit the party with a gascan
Kiss me you animal!

You run the company (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Fuck like a Kennedy (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
I think we’d rather be (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Burning your information

Let’s blow an artery (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Eat plastic surgery (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Keep your apology (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Give us more detonation

Right here
Right now
All the way in battery city
The little children
Raised their open filthy palms
Like tiny daggers up to heaven
And all the juvie halls
And the Ritalin rats
Ask angels made from neon
And fucking garbage scream out
“What’ll save us?”
And the sky opened up
Everybody wants to change the world
Everybody wants to change the world
But no one
No one
Wants to die
Wanna try
Wanna try
Wanna try
Wanna try
Wanna try
No!
I’ll be your detonator!

Na na-na-na na-na-na na-na-na na

Make no apologies (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
It’s death or victory (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
On my authority (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Crash and burn
Young and loaded

Drop like a bullet shell (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Dress like a sleeper cell (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
I’d rather go to hell (Na na-na-na na-na-na nanananana)
Than be in a purgatory
Cut my hair
Gag and bore me
Pull this pin
Let this world explode!

I think I’m drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you’ve created
You’re something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won’t let you bury it
I won’t let you smother it
I won’t let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can’t push it underground
You can’t stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I’m addicted
Now that you know I’m trapped
Sense of elation
You’d never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
How did it come to this?

You will suck the life out of me

How did it come to this?

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s a time to change, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae-Bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as
Plain ol’ Jane told a story about a man
Who was too afraid to fly so he never did land

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way?

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you’re wrong?

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze-dried romance
Five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way?

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself?

And did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star?
And now you’re lonely looking for yourself out there

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

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